"My self-possession flares up for a second;
This is as I had reckoned.
...
"I feel like one who smiles, and turning shall remark
Suddenly, his expression in a glass.
My self-possession gutters; we are really in the dark.
'For everybody said so, all our friends,
They all were sure our feelings would relate
So closely! I myself can hardly understand.
We must leave it now to fate.
You will write, at any rate.
Perhaps it is not too late.
I shall sit here, serving tea to friends.'
And I must borrow every changing shape
To find expression ... dance, dance"

Fly away,
Fly away now...

Frozen again
Thaw for a moment
But always frozen again

Is there
a place
a plane
where
I belong?

Alternate reality
Always mine
Exist in reality
Exist in Time
blossom in none

Angel to all
Always my bane
Who will fly with me
Who can fly with me
Who shall fly with me
Who will show me how to fly...

"A Curse..."

Thought I had it
I really did
I believed
Thought I had it

But when will I learn
that my life is
only a mirage

Always has been
Always will be

Said the last wall would wait
Wait for reality
Then let the wall disolve anyway
Too fast
Too fast
Too soon
Always too soon

So much closer this time
but I past the third time a charm
a damn long time ago

Wrap myself back up
Gather myself back in
Fate will just have to tell, won't it?